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Sitting by the window.

Seeing the leaves sway down with the wind.

Waiting for the sun rays to hurt a little less.

Then, the rain drops finally came.

And the darkness ran over.

It was always like this for the past months.

It's almost a year and I can still remember how jumpy I was knowing a possibility of a lockdown. I can almost see green everywhere - not the green that I wanted but some green I've fallen in love with along the way.

I travelled from QC to home and decided it's not gonna work. I hoped it was just weeks but turned into months. That was probably the best-and-worst decision I made in my life. Like ever.

Now looking ahead, it's like the same thing all over again.

We're not slowly moving forward. We're squirming.

Sitting by the window.

Seeing the leaves sway down with the wind.

Waiting for the sun rays to hurt a little less.

Then, the rain drops finally came.

And the darkness will be over.