I'm on a High!

I don't care who will read this. I don't care on what people think. I don't care about people who don't even care. I just can't give any of it to them. I will clearly state everything sa paraan na maiintindihan mo. Oo. Ikaw. Ikaw na lagi kong inisip. Lagi kong gustong isipin kahit anong oras. Kahit na hindi na dapat. Kahit hindi na pwede. Siguro, wala nang dahilan para umulit pa. Wala na ring dahilan para subukan pang muli. Hindi sa ayaw ko nang masaktan. Ayoko lang na maulit yung mga pagkakamaling hindi ko na dapat ginawa. Alam ko naman. Masyado lang akong nagpabulag sa gusto kong makita hindi sa ano yung nasa harapan ko. Kung mababasa mo to. Alam mong hindi ko kayang magalit o kaya magsalita man lang ng masakit. Pero kung sa ibang mundo, baka nagawa ko na. Ilang ulit pa. Pero, alam kong alam mo kung ano lahat ng gusto kong sabihin. Higit pa sa bakit. At kung bakit hindi. Marahil kalokohan lang ang lahat ng ito. Kalokohang minsan kong kinagiliwa...

I think I have posted lots of items on moving on. It was never easy to move on, move forward. It will never be, actually. It is never easy to find yourself walking away to something that means so much to you way back when. To take the first step is the most difficult part of the moving on process. But, I think to keep moving is the more difficult task. Realizing that there's nothing left, you just have to keep going. Wherever life leads you, you just have to take the walk. The walk is not tiresome. The memories that haunt is. What if. What if not. These are the two questions we have to forget. There is no way the present will change if you have done or not a thing. People will tend to make the decisions not by what we do but how they feel. It's just a matter of time. I have always said much. But, I have not heard anything. It is impossible for me to understand why. I am wasting my time finding the answers when in fact, there are no questions. But, you will ...