I'm on a High!

This blog post is not actually for everyone to see or for everybody to know. This is intended for one person whom I think would need this either way. I believe that you, reading this would be far from reality. However, if you ever had the chance to reach me through this, this must be my message. And, I really had no plans on saying these to you via SMS, phone call or personal conversation. I am sorry. Thank you. I know those are just petty words you would have heard from me. But, I think I have said more than necessary during that period. I am not sure though if we are over. All I know is I am left hanging. But, it is the next logical thing from what happened. I can't promise that I won't still think of you or try to communicate with you. I know one of these days I will lose control and send a damn message. Please bear with me. I know this has just been so easy for you. But, this means a lot to me. I know I keep on coming back to you after every misunderstanding or breakup. But...

Everything has a purpose. I suppose. And, this week, I had one of the most "mature" decisions I have ever made. I am not sure if disclosing every detail would work, but it's early morning and blogging is the least thing a normal student would do. o_O I am now on out of my comfort zone. Out of all the things I used to live and enjoy with. Turning into this shift is not really difficult. If you just look on the things that I might learn with this, I am encouraged to stick on this decision. However, keeping that look towards your aim is the difficult stuff. I am confined in a 19-sq m room. The amenities are okay though I feel that I am stripped with all my luxuries. I am really uneasy on telling all the details. But, there's no turning back. TIME CHECK: 1:57 AM Still got a class tomorrow at 7:30 AM. Got to have sleep. Got to plan. Got to learn the things I need for reality.Time Check. It's never too late.