multiply is my venue of showing emotions. it's been a tiring term, a quarter. that's a jargon. this term actually is very mentally exhausting. (the term has not concluded yet. but i am looking forward for a proper ending.) it's not what i felt on my PE classes. it's more of a stuff sucking all your nerve cells. whew. tiring. mind boggling. nerve cracking. whatever you want to call it. it's all in this term. synthesis. it was more of summarizing to me before. until this term, when it had a different meaning. handache (if there is). continuous highlighting. reading what you have highlighted. over and over again. 'til i summarized it to a considerate number of pages. dream house. it was a dream. until you concretize it on paper. it's a disaster. your dream house was elegant, techie and extravagant. it would turn into a simple crap. whew. exam. it was the best thing where you can exhibit what you learn and know. that's what i perceive when i hear exam. but, ...