I'm on a High!

EM: It has been a very long time since we talk, huh? ME: Yep. Been busy with school stuffs and other responsibilities. EM: So, I just want to talk about the latest development on your novel. ME: Oh? What novel? I have been working with two novels. EM: Both? :) ME: ADTW, Well, I am on the 11th chapter. But, the plot isn't progressing well. I guess, I don't have the "momentum" writing it. EM: How sad! I am a fan of Prince and Abby. ME: Maybe, their story is like most of our stories that does not meant to a happily ever after ending. EM: Aww. There have been reports that most of your works are not of that type. Why? Do you have any experience with that? ME: It was not my intention to have such endings. I believe that "happily-ever-endings" exist only on imagination and only compromise can make it happen. EM: Sad but true. But, is the story of P and A somewhat same as yours? ME: I don't know. When I create a character, I impart some part of me to them to mak...

bahala na ang mga daliri at utak ko sa pagsabay sa isa't isa. hindi ko alam kung ano ang balak nilang ipamalas sa mundo. hindi ko alam. hindi ko rin alam kung paano sila ipadarama. wait. ayoko ng rhyming. kasi napuputol ako sa pagtatype at hindi ko nasasabayan ang takbo ng utak ko pag ganoon. *hang* ano ba ang nais kong ipabatid? hindi ko alam. marahil masyadong malalim ang aking nararamdaman. napakalalim na kahit ako hindi ko maintindihan. o masyado lang personal di ko kayang sabihin sa ibang nakikibasa lang. *hang* life is not fair. siguro. kasi kung fair lahat masaya. or lahat malungkot. pero bakit? pano? hindi ko alam. ayoko nong topic. *hang* anggulo ng utak ko. i have been contemplating for days and i have not found the answers to my questions. i have not found the solutions to my problems. ultimately, i do not know what will happen tomorrow. it's never a promise. *hang* i have to live by what i want and what i need. i have been wanting so much more than i need. more than...

A brighter tomorrow. When I let go of the past When I let go of all the things that hurt me so much When everything went wrong When everything seemed it wasn't right I fall I cry I surrender I pray People come Most of them go Some just stay for a moment But, few only stay for a lifetime Lots of questions But not too many answers Circumstances that pull you down It takes one person to lift you up A brighter tomorrow Is not a promise It is more of a hope Trust and Faith.