I'm on a High!

My mind is probably the scariest place right now. You'll never know what's inside this. My heart must be the narrowest place in my life. Everything's stuck in the middle. My life would be the least exciting thing to watch. I don't want to know what will happen tomorrow. I am sick of thinking ahead and denying of the thing/s I wish I had. I'd like myself to remember that this day happened. I think I need someone to share all my frustrations. But, I don't want really to tell everything. I'd probably jus want to see other people. This day shall pass. This day will be just every other day.

It's almost two years since I last post something for an audience to see or read. I never know what it feels like to write on this white canvas. It's not the most exciting thing to do but somehow it's fulfilling. I have been reminded of what I was used to be and what I could be. There was not complete turn around of what I like. I still love writing. And, I can still do those unimaginable things I used to do. It's strange how I seem to write every bit of emotion I have without telling what those are. I never wanted to share my life to those who'd like to pry on something. I'd rather keep it on my own lest nobody undeserving got into my way. How can I sum up those days I missed blogging? I owe it to myself to keep me reminded of the things that I did. Probably, one day when I get to write my own memoir, I'd just look it up to this. Construction. Teaching. Masters. Detox. Soul search. Those probably could sum those times I did not post anything. It...