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emo = o me

It is just something I felt. Unknown. Strange. Unusual. Name it. I can't hardly describe what I am feeling right now. Weird. Maybe it was because of the weather. Cold. Gloomy. Whatever. I would like to describe the set-up. Sitting in my bed. In my room. Lights on. Fan's on. Notebook's on. TV's on. Tuned to AI. Got earphones on my ear. Head lying on the metal. Knees stretched. Protected by the cloth from coldness. Eyes staring at Structural and Hydraulics books. BEFORE I DECIDED TO LET MY FINGERS DO THE TALKING. Bless the Broken Road's my background. I got emotional. Actually, still I am. I really have NO IDEA why this is happening. Love? I don't think so. Money? Definitely no, either! Family? Not a problem now. Careerwise? Maybe. Or is it about the first thing poofed on my mind [and fingers]? Possibly, both? Repeat One. Shuffle's ON. Weird combination. But, it's the way I play my songs. Maybe, I can "psychoanalyze" myself. MAYBE, I am p...

A DEAL TO WIN. PART 8

-----------  Hindi ko alam kung paano sisimulan. Hindi ko rin alam kung paano tatapusin. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit nagkaganito. Hindi ko rin alam ang lahat ng dahilan kung bakit nangyayari ang lahat ng ito.  Mali! It was not my line or narration. Kay Prince yun. Nag-monologue siya. Hindi ko alam kung kailan o kung paano. I just hear it. Hindi ko alam. Nakikipaglaro ako with my playmates. Hindi naman siguro masama iyon. Unti-unti nang nare-reveal ang aking pagkatao.  Back to Batangas. October 9. 10:30 PM. Tapos na silang kumain. Tapos na rin silang mag-ayos ng mga gamit. Maglinis. At magligpit. Hindi man naubos ang ihaw-ihaw. Pati na rin ang manok na binili nila Abby. Pero parang planado naman ang lahat. Tinabi nila ito. Hindi sa fridge. Sa la mesa lang. At mukhang alam ko na ang balak nila.  Naglatag si Lara ng towel sa buhangin para makaupo siya. The others are just sitting on a trunk or sa sand na mismo. May bonfire sa gitna. Angkewl ng set-up. May pagkaromantic. May pagkaspooky r...