Long Hiatus

There are things that I couldn't contain. There are lots of things that I can't complain. But, there are things that I could do to ease the pain. These are not easy. But, they are simple.

There are lots of hiatuses before I start each sentence. It's not easy to let them out. I have been preoccupied by the same things. They just get bigger and harder as I try to neglect their existences.

I can fake every smile and laugh. I can force myself to be as good as I could ever be. I can learn to let things pass. I can do things. But, out of my will, I feel the burden of turning the stones into something soft.

I just can't rest my head on a stone and think it is the softest pillow ever. I can lie to my mind for a while. But, my heart knows what is not.

Lately, I have been through the best and worst of everything. It was more than a speedboat or even a jetplane. I was like hanging on a cliff, in a good way. I'm at the verge of everything.

Life is not really it when it just lets you go through the rainbow without the rain. Can it be happening together? Raining and the rainbow? I guess so. But, all I know. When the rain wore off, the rainbow will show its hue. And it may not last long, but, I'm sure after every rain, there will be a rainbow that will make you forget about the rain.

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