OUT OF REACH

This blog post is not actually for everyone to see or for everybody to know. This is intended for one person whom I think would need this either way.

I believe that you, reading this would be far from reality. However, if you ever had the chance to reach me through this, this must be my message. And, I really had no plans on saying these to you via SMS, phone call or personal conversation.

I am sorry.

Thank you.

I know those are just petty words you would have heard from me. But, I think I have said more than necessary during that period. I am not sure though if we are over. All I know is I am left hanging. But, it is the next logical thing from what happened.

I can't promise that I won't still think of you or try to communicate with you. I know one of these days I will lose control and send a damn message. Please bear with me. I know this has just been so easy for you. But, this means a lot to me.

I know I keep on coming back to you after every misunderstanding or breakup. But, now I really feel I have to learn how to un-love you. It's not that I don't want us anymore. It's just I am tired of what we have become.

If you happen to see this and feel anything, you know how to reach me...

I will wait. But, not too long.
I will wait. Just enough.
I will wait. Until I get to learn how to love myself more.
I will wait. Until I realize that "us" won't never gonna happen again.
I will wait. Until I don't know how long it takes.

I don't know how long can I resist you. But, for now, I know I have to make a stand. And, if making a stand would lose you, I don't care. Maybe, as you have said, we're not just meant to be.

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