*hang*

bahala na ang mga daliri at utak ko sa pagsabay sa isa't isa. hindi ko alam kung ano ang balak nilang ipamalas sa mundo. hindi ko alam. hindi ko rin alam kung paano sila ipadarama. wait. ayoko ng rhyming. kasi napuputol ako sa pagtatype at hindi ko nasasabayan ang takbo ng utak ko pag ganoon.

*hang*

ano ba ang nais kong ipabatid? hindi ko alam. marahil masyadong malalim ang aking nararamdaman. napakalalim na kahit ako hindi ko maintindihan. o masyado lang personal di ko kayang sabihin sa ibang nakikibasa lang.

*hang*

life is not fair. siguro. kasi kung fair lahat masaya. or lahat malungkot. pero bakit? pano? hindi ko alam. ayoko nong topic.

*hang*

anggulo ng utak ko. i have been contemplating for days and i have not found the answers to my questions. i have not found the solutions to my problems. ultimately, i do not know what will happen tomorrow. it's never a promise.

*hang*

i have to live by what i want and what i need. i have been wanting so much more than i need. more than material things. more than emotional. or anything. i have been lost for words. i have been lost.

*hang*

it's a battle i have to fight. left or right. offense or defense. it is not always easy. but the victory is sweetest when you did your best. even worst happened. even everything seemed so wrong.

*hang*

i will miss. i will. 

*hang*

i'm afraid i have fallen to much that i can't move on. i can't do what i am doing before. i am so lost. i don't know how to go back. but, for now it's not taking its toll. i have to live with it.

*hang*

i have to give everything a chance. i will wait. for the answers. for the new questions. :)